Incomplete. Written in 2002 on the same page as Infinity Eternity. The violent nature of people was getting to me. Also, a sociology course titled Cultural Violence (something along those lines) inspired this. CivilGood & Evil made civil Civily created Civil is not a trait that can be worn it does not exist illusion was …
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Light Switch
Morning after I lost my virginity. 2005. Light Switch When the lights go off floating promises lead me to dead ends too many names but only one has lost it all only one that ever touches my lips did your lips ever touch mine this way was I kissing my reflection was it a lie …
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Untitled 2
At the Mosque. 2004. Written about Johan when our relationship was purely net based. Untitled Looking into the rain Lips that whisper gently in the wind When will your words caress my skin Falling into the sky When they meet Is it just a dream Is it just a fantasy.
Selfish Tears
2001. instead of crying in my room, I decided to start writing my thoughts like David Mack did. This is my first one that I tried to do with deeper meaning attached to my home life. Selfish Tears Been viewing the world through tearless eyes for years years haven’t cried with selfish tears. Made a …
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Half Full Half Empty
Wrote this in 2004 when I was being forced in a way [blackmail] to attend schooling at a Mosque on the weekends. A good deal of the younger students looked up to me for some reason. Half full Half empty If no one was there to hear a tree fall, did it really make a …
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Too Many
Accompanied a drawing I did, but no longer have. 2002-2003ish. Too Many There are too many who are forgotten Too many who aren’t loved. Too many who don’t love. Too many lost souls.
Pardonne
Inspired by this song which I had playing for long periods of time. Song attached. Pardonne Listening to the piano keys there is a hole in my heart blood tainting my soul burning it making it red like your tears and in the end…. my world is nothing but different shades of red
Calm
Guy I knew from GO that introduced me to go IRC in 2002, who went by the nick of rj000000000, was a freelance recording artist. He requested that I write down lyrics from an untitled piece of his. Here it is. Calm Memories that I hold dear break the calm that so many fear. From …
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Sour Apple
Written in 1999 on an automated typewriter. Yes. I still love sour apples. Sour Apple Sour apple. magnetic, delightful sizzling, growing, soaring so juicy in my mouth. scrumsalishous.
My Reflection
Typed this on IRC in 2003. A friend of mine, who went by the nickname of Shishio-sama, was being an asshole. I forgot exactly about what or the situation in it’s entirety. This is about him. My Reflection A feeling that comes from deep within painful to smile from a heart that isn’t there pointless …
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